the beginning

I was in 11th,it was 3 years back to be precise.I had become friends with a girl and we hav been each other's best friends for over 2 years,i guess. There would rarely be a day where we didn't talk.We had clicked on so many different levels - it was the deepest level of friendship I had ever experienced. It didn't matter to me
that most of my friends had recognized it as something more than friendship - that just made me more proud of our amazing friendship,especially the "purity" of it.

I was so hung up on disproving the notion that guys and girls couldn't just be best friends that I didn't even seriously entertained the people who thought of  us as a potential couple.Looking back, I think I always blocked this issue by simply putting her up and telling myself that "she's too good to fall for a guy like me".

Two years back, as I was thinking about how happy I would be for her to find the man of her dreams, I felt a tinge of sadness. I am by no means a jealous person so I wondered what the source was.That thought quickly led to a physical reaction: a huge knot in my stomach that I couldn't get rid of. This led me to the realization
that I would be happier being that special person for her for the rest of our lives.

After wrestling with my feelings for around 8 months(i know thts a lot of time,bt i dont know it was always different with her,may be i was afraid of loosing her friendship) and making sure that I was really in love, I called her and confessed my newfound discovery. I say discovery because to be honest, I had probably been in love for at least some time before I had been aware and certainly before I admitted that to myself. Even though we always had a clear and honest channel of communication...
.......to be continued......

introduction

here i go...
this is my 1st post..
one of my close frndss went through the same so i thought of writing it down...

so hello people..for all those who dont know the real meaning of unrequited love..i am going to try and define(definition) it for you people...
it simply means "Being in love with somebody who doesn't love you"....and the situation becomes worse when he/she is your best friend...you can neither run far away from her(well its a gal in my case,so i'l be reffering it that way) and give a try to forget her,nor you can explain your emotions to her,and expect her to reciprocate...dealing with these situations is kind of impossible...because you have actually realized over the years that you do love her,its not in a day,or a month,this is smethng you are completely sure of,you can't deny it even if you want to...

and now the sad part.

this turns into a HEARTbreak when you realize that it is only you who loves her and she has no such feelings for you but FOR SOMEONE else,and you being her best friend will have to hear everything she has to say about her crushes,or even her boyfriend,with tears in your eyes...which you realize are far more painful than the ones which came when ur parents or teachers scolded you...
but still you will have to deal with it even though you keep falling for her again and again as the time passes...:/...

TO BE continued....
so i will start with my piece of story...wich is yet to end in real...:P...and if it ends i know it is not going to be HAPPY'sss  ENDINGSss....